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  PROLOGUE

  * * *

  Emma peered over the ledge at the street below. A lump of fear rose in her throat, and she swayed backward, dizzy. A strong arm caught her around the waist.

  “Emma.”

  She looked up at the man beside her, at those impossibly green eyes that just hours ago had stared straight into her soul and made her feel like she was the only woman in the universe.

  “You hesitate, you die. It’s that simple.”

  Her stomach clenched because she knew he was right. And yet—

  “Do you trust me?” he demanded.

  She opened her mouth, but no words came out. Her heart hammered inside her chest, and from the tension in his face she knew his was hammering, too. Four stories down, the streets hummed and honked with traffic.

  “Do you?”

  His eyes were intense now, almost desperate, and she couldn’t believe he had the nerve to ask.

  She pulled away and glared at him. “Hell, no, I don’t trust you. Are you crazy?”

  He sighed heavily and shook his head. “Emma, honey.”

  “Don’t honey me, you—”

  Whatever she’d planned to call him was lost the next instant as he grabbed her hand and jumped.

  ONE

  * * *

  Of all the postings in all the world, Emma Wright had somehow ended up in a country made up of more than seven thousand islands. She chalked it up to fate, which she’d learned by age twelve had an extremely twisted sense of humor.

  Emma forced her shoulders to relax as she strode across the airstrip. She approached the pilot, and the glimpse of her reflection in his mirrored aviators stopped her short. Her brown hair was an unruly mane of curls, and her cheeks were sunburned. Emma had grown up in cold, cloudy Seattle, and she hardly recognized herself in this tropical climate. The past two years had changed her, both inside and out.

  “We ready?” she asked the pilot.

  “Affirmative,” Mick said in his typical military-speak. “Just finished the preflight. We’re looking at an on-time departure at 1600.”

  Emma’s brief glance at the Cessna didn’t escape his notice. Mick knew she’d been less than thrilled to learn that the plane had undergone some mechanical work shortly before takeoff yesterday. Something about replacement fuel lines.

  Emma didn’t trust replacement fuel lines. Or airplanes, for that matter. But she trusted Mick. A former Marine with decades of experience in the cockpit, he was a top-notch pilot and a stickler for safety, and he wouldn’t fly the ambassador’s wife and her staff around in a questionable aircraft.

  “Want me to take that?” Mick nodded at her bag.

  “Thanks, I got it.”

  They reached the plane, and he held her arm as she climbed aboard.

  Dr. Juan Delgado and Renee Conner were already seated facing each other. The doctor was hunched over his computer filling out reports and didn’t spare Emma a look as she stowed her backpack and took the seat across the aisle from him.

  The ambassador’s wife wore her darkest Chanel sunglasses and her Do Not Disturb look. In her hand was an insulated coffee cup that Emma knew from experience contained vodka and a splash of orange juice. When she wasn’t sipping from the cup, Renee’s lips remained pressed in a tight line, reminding everyone that she hadn’t slept a wink. The town they’d been visiting had only one “inn,” and the accommodations had been admittedly lacking, even for Emma, who could fall asleep anywhere.

  Emma buckled herself into the plush leather seat and glanced out the window as Mick loaded Renee’s luggage. Two rolling suitcases for a two-day trip, down from her usual three. Besides an array of clothes and cosmetics, the luggage contained a bottle of Grey Goose and a curling iron, which Renee never left home without, even though the countryside was known to have spotty electricity.

  Mick climbed into the cockpit and slid into his seat, arranging his headset on top of his silver buzz cut. The engine caught and settled into a low hum. The plane idled for a few seconds before starting down the runway for a short taxi. This landing strip was twenty-six hundred feet, longer than the twenty-four hundred feet needed for takeoff in a Cessna Caravan. Mick had given Emma all the plane’s stats on her first trip up, probably thinking that if she had more information, she’d be less of a wuss.

  The Cessna gained speed. Emma’s stomach dropped as the plane lifted improbably into the air, barely clearing a wall of trees. She gripped the armrests and gazed out at the dense jungle below. Miles and miles of green abruptly ended at a strip of sugary white sand, and then they were soaring above the sparkling turquoise ocean.

  Emma took a deep breath and glanced over her shoulder at Mick, whose hands looked relaxed on the controls. She nestled her head against the side of the cabin, letting the drone of the engine soothe her nerves. The turquoise water grew cobalt, then indigo, then cobalt again as they neared another island. They passed over another sandy strip of beach and then more undulating hills covered by verdant green.

  From the sky, the Philippines was a tropical paradise. But anything closer than a bird’s-eye view revealed impoverished villages, typhoon-lashed ports, and provinces beset by political strife. Ambassador Conner was tackling the last problem, while enlisting his wife’s help with the first two.

  Emma didn’t like everything about her boss, but she did appreciate the fact that when she wasn’t stateside, Renee Conner spent the majority of her time carrying out goodwill missions on her husband’s behalf. As part of her delegation, Emma, Dr. Delgado, and Mick had spent the last ten months hopping from island to island to deliver vaccines, educational supplies, and sanitation training to the country’s most remote provinces. They received a positive reception wherever they went, mostly because of Renee. The ambassador’s wife was blond and beautiful and spoke fluent Tagalog, and when she turned on her smile, everyone loved her.

  But the movie-star smile wasn’t up and operating today.

  Emma glanced at her boss and noticed her chunky diamond ring winking in the sunlight. Emma didn’t wear jewelry on goodwill missions—just a small silver toe ring that she’d picked up at a surf shop in Santa Cruz. It reminded her of the road trip she’d taken right after graduation, back when her life had seemed bright and shimmery and filled with possibilities. That was before her first desk job. Before her first layoff.

  Before Hunter.

  She’d been trying to get back that feeling of optimism ever since, and the Philippines had helped. Yeah, sometimes she’d stare out the window of her high-rise Manila apartment with a lonely ache in her chest. But at least she had a purpose now, something she’d been lacking back in Seattle.

  A loud pop, and the plane lurched sideways.

  “What was that?” Renee sat forward.

  The plane pitched down, then back up again. Renee’s sunglasses sailed across the cabin.

  Emma whirled around. “Mick?”

  But he was too busy barking jargon into his headset, first in English, then in Tagalog. His hands were white on the yoke, and the dashboard was a sea of flashing lights.

  The plane took another dip. Emma’s stomach plummeted. The numbers on the dashboard were changing at mind-numbing speed. The cabin rattled and shook.

  We’re going down.

  Panic
seized her as she looked out the window and saw the jungle coming up fast.

  “Mick!” she shrieked.

  “Mayday, Mayday, Mayday!” He turned around. “Crash positions! I’m going to land her.”

  “But—what? Where?” Renee’s voice was shrill as the jungle kept coming.

  I’m going to die. I’m going to die. I’m going to die.

  Emma’s chest tightened as her brain fought against the prospect of impending death. This couldn’t be happening. Her stomach cramped, and she gripped the armrests so hard her fingers hurt.

  No, no, no!

  The plane rolled sideways, and her stomach did a sickening roll with it. Bile rose in the back of her throat, and she clamped her eyes shut, thinking a prayer she hadn’t said in ages.

  Hail Mary, full of grace . . .

  Delgado shouted in Tagalog. Renee screamed. Emma cast a look at Mick, who was fighting with the controls. Never before had he been anything besides calm, but at this moment his entire body signaled desperation.

  Emma’s heart convulsed with terror. She ducked her head and tried to will herself away to Manila or Seattle or the middle of the Mojave Desert, anywhere but this doomed plane hurtling toward the ground.

  Another nauseating drop. She looked up and caught sight of wispy white clouds against a backdrop of blue—and then an orange flash of fire.

  The plane shuddered and roared around her. She covered her head with her arms and leaned forward, tucking her chin against her chest. She thought of her father, of all people. And she realized she loved him. She had the overwhelming urge to tell him so, but now she’d never have the chance.

  A loud pop. Another violent jolt. And then an ear-splitting shriek of metal as they smacked into the jungle.

  TWO

  * * *

  Emma hurt.

  Everywhere.

  Her head hurt. Her neck. Her shoulder. She shifted, and suddenly her ankle was on fire.

  She blinked into the darkness. No, dimness. There was a faint gray band coming from . . . from . . .

  Where the hell was she?

  The realization spurted through her like ice water, and she jerked forward, only to yelp at the flash of pain in her head.

  She closed her eyes and tried to breathe. In. And out. In. And out. Hoping the horror would go away, but it didn’t. She’d crashed. They’d all crashed.

  She turned her head, panicking now as her eyes tried to penetrate the gloom. She groped around, attempting to make some sense out of her shadowy world. Her hands encountered armrests, something metal, and then something smooth and curved that had to be the wall of the cabin.

  So she was still in the plane, whatever was left of it. It was dark but not totally. She turned toward the light, and a stunning bolt of pain in her ankle made her gasp out loud.

  She closed her eyes and waited for it to subside. When the fiery darts became a dull throb, she tried again, slowly pivoting her body toward the dim glow. The plane’s windshield was cracked but intact. Beyond it was a mass of black with pale gray patches.

  Leaves. Trees. They’d plunged into the jungle, and it had swallowed them up.

  We crashed. I can’t believe we crashed. Her brain still resisted what every one of her senses told her. We crashed, but I’m still alive.

  Emma’s eyes began to adjust, and she looked around, now making out shadows in the seats nearby. Delgado slumped forward in his chair in a limp version of the crash-landing position, presumably still strapped in by his seat belt.

  Seat belt.

  Emma fumbled with hers. Her hands were so clumsy it took her three tries to unlatch the buckle. She lurched forward and quickly fell back, and only then did she realize the plane was tilted sideways at a sharp angle. Gripping the armrest for support, she crawled forward on her knees.

  “Juan. Juan?”

  He didn’t answer. She reached for his head, and her stomach clenched as she lifted his chin to check his face. In the dimness she could see the whites of his eyes, which were open and unblinking.

  “Juan.” She touched his neck, looking for a pulse.

  Nothing.

  He’s dead, he’s dead, he’s dead.

  The words hammered her brain as she turned to Renee, who sat crumpled against the side of her seat. Emma blinked into the dimness, not sure exactly what she was seeing. The shape of Renee’s head was all wrong. It was . . . dented. Bashed in. As if it were made of clay and someone had come along with a big mallet and whacked it.

  With a trembling hand, Emma reached for Renee’s neck, hoping to get a pulse. But she couldn’t. Her body was like Delgado’s, totally inert.

  How long had they been here? How long had Emma been unconscious?

  Her heart pounded. She gripped Renee’s armrest, trying to get a grip on her emotions. Something hard jutted into her knee, and she looked down to see a rectangular shape.

  Delgado’s computer. It had careened through the cabin, hitting God only knew what. Or whom.

  Emma closed her eyes, hoping to shut out the unbearable reality, but it didn’t go away. She was stuck inside a wrecked plane, without even a light to guide her. She pressed a trembling hand to her forehead and rubbed it, trying to make herself think. She was injured. The air smelled like . . . something singed or burned. Burned rubber? That wasn’t quite right, but she didn’t have the mental capacity to analyze it right now.

  She glanced at Renee again and felt another surge of panic. She turned toward the front of the aircraft, the place she somehow knew was going to be worst of all. With a heavy ball of dread in her stomach, she forced herself to feel her way between the passenger seats and lean into the cockpit.

  Mick was slumped against the side of the windshield, his head in direct contact with the glass. Emma’s heart squeezed.

  “Please, no,” she whispered, reaching out for him.

  She touched his neck, and her heart skittered. His skin felt warm.

  “Mick?”

  She clambered forward, squeezing herself into the copilot’s seat, ignoring the arrows of fire shooting up her ankle as she slid into the cramped space. She gently pulled Mick’s body away from the windshield and settled him back in his seat.

  He didn’t move. He didn’t flinch or resist or make a sound. But he wasn’t like the others. He wasn’t dead, he couldn’t be.

  She clung to the thought as she felt his wrist for a pulse but didn’t find one. She bit her lip, cursing her inability to accomplish something so simple. He had to be alive. Had to be.

  She checked his neck and detected a faint pulse. A rush of hope filled her. Her gaze fell on the headset in his lap, and she snatched it up and arranged it on her head. She flipped the nearest switches, but the controls remained dark and silent.

  “Come on, come on,” she muttered, turning knobs and jabbing buttons. She touched everything she could get her hands on but didn’t manage to bring up even a flicker of light or a hiss of static.

  She looked at Mick again. Lines of red crisscrossed his face like countless paper cuts. She reached out and touched a gash on his cheek. The blood felt sticky.

  Sticky was good. He’d survived the impact, and his body was responding. He was unconscious, though, probably with a concussion.

  She hoped.

  She replaced the headset in his lap and glanced around for a first-aid kit, then chided herself. First aid. Right. They were way beyond anything that could be fixed with some ointment and an ACE bandage. But a kit might have some sort of other emergency supplies, maybe an extra radio.

  She climbed from the seat and bumped her ankle against something hard, sending pain shooting up her leg.

  Something was wrong with her ankle. She’d sprained or fractured it, but she couldn’t think about that right now. She felt around the cabin, searching for the few interior compartments where supplies were stored—juice boxes, wate
r bottles, and she’d even seen Mick pull a flask of whiskey from a cabinet once.

  Some of the doors were blocked by twisted metal that hung down from the ceiling. Emma got her fingers under a latch and managed to jerk one of the upper doors open. The contents clattered to the floor. She picked up something firm but lightweight. A life jacket? Her hand bumped against something hard and rectangular, and she prayed it was a first-aid kit. She tried to pick it up, but it was heavy. She’d been lucky it hadn’t fallen on her foot. She lifted the box and dumped it onto the empty copilot seat, where the light was slightly better than in the cabin.

  She stared down at the object until her overloaded brain identified it: a satellite phone. Emma’s heart lurched. She’d never used one before, but she’d seen Mick do it. The more remote islands didn’t have cell towers. She unlatched the box and flipped a few switches but failed to bring the thing to life.

  She bit her lip again until she tasted blood. It had to work. Had to. Mick was gravely injured, and she had to get help.

  She looked at him, still slumped and lifeless. Then she looked at the door. She crawled over to it and tried the latch. It didn’t budge. She tried it again. And again. On the fourth attempt, it opened, and a sliver of light pierced the darkness. She pushed the door open.

  Green.

  They’d crashed into a thicket, but at least they were on land. She could hike out of here and maybe get a call out.

  Stay with the plane.

  The thought popped into her head out of nowhere. Where had it come from? Maybe a movie or a television show? She didn’t know. It seemed like sound advice, but just the thought of following it made her chest squeeze. She couldn’t stay here. What little light she had was fading. It had to be nearing dusk. And she couldn’t just sit here with two dead bodies and a man who might be sliding into a coma. Mick needed medical attention now, and she had a means of getting it.

  She made her decision and felt oddly calmed by it.